Thursday, December 10, 2009
Day 57 Weigh In
I did it. I finally did it. I lost 2.4 pounds. Yes I checked the scale more then once to make sure I wasn't seeing anything. I celebrated today by doing a video with weights! I figure I might be on a roll so I should keep it up. I might be in a whole new category come the new year if I can take off 5 more pounds. That might be pushing it but it is worth the try right?
I found this quote from Lee Iacocca. No clue who that is but I think this works with weight loss.
You've got to say, I think that if I keep working at this and want it badly enough I can have it. It's called perseverance.
To be honest when I got off the scale I was thinking well I am ahead. I have lost the most weight this week then any other week so I can take today off. It has been raining all day and I was not motivated. Then I thought about how this weight loss helps me. I really want this. I want it bad. I dream every night about the things I will be able to wear. About how it will bring me closer to my husband.The honeymoon at the beach we want but I refuse to go on until I am skinny enough. We are all adults here right?
My weight effects what goes on where all the "magic" happens. I want lights off, on the bottom and don't touch me. Now really how long can a 25 year old guy live with that? He wants to try stuff and I always say when I am 50 pounds lighter. That is not fair to him or me. He has noticed that things are slowly changing though. As the weight drops and I feel more comfortable in my skin I am starting to make the moves again. The only way that used to happen was with 5 shots of alcohol which I am sure is more calories then I needed.
So I am going to have perseverance. I am going to beat my battle with weight loss for the last time. I am finally going to start living my life the way I want to instead of hiding. The world better watch out (in about 39 pounds).