Day 50 - Weigh In

Today was weigh in day again. Sometimes I really hate this day because it seems my weight is always lower everyday but Thursday. I have a habit of weighing myself every morning. It is something I can never not do. I like to know where I am. Not stepping on a scale drives me nuts. It is my drug as some people would call it.

Well I am down again. 1.6 pounds for a total of 12.2. Well I am happy with that because I am down again, there I go again with the almost 2 pounds. I swear one day I will get 2 pounds if it kills me. I am happy with a loss though.

I am 5 pounds away from the lowest that I got during the summer of 2008. I was thinking about posting picks maybe at my 15 pound intervals. Not sure if I can bring myself to post the beginning picture which I had my daughter take.

I looked back and I started this my new lifestyle Oct. 15th. 12.2 pounds does not seem like alot of weight loss to me since then. So I need to look at it as I am 12.2 pounds lighter then Oct. 15 and I am sure with out this I would weigh more. I am only 41.8 pounds until I reach my goal weight. Or what I think should be my goal weight. I have read alot of blogs about people who reach it and decide they want to lose more or get to a weight that is what they realize works for them and my not be there goal weight. I mean there is a 34 pound range that is ideal for my height. I am going somewhere in the middle. I don't want to be a couple pounds into it and I don't want to strive to be at the other end.It may frustrate me. I think somewhere in the middle is just right!