Thursday, April 8, 2010
Day 176 Weigh In
OK right to the point. Today is weigh in day. Today I also woke up to my monthly visitor. I was not looking forward to stepping on the scale but I can't avoid that thing. He calls my name. I stayed the same. No loss no gain. Now considering I used to gain during TOM and as I have lost weight I have realized that I have very little gain (ounces) or stay the same. Make me wonder how much a woman really gains from her visitor compared to the gain from the food we crave from the visitor.
Well talking to Marcelle today about running I realized I am running in shoes that are over 7 years old and these..
I am pretty sure Phat Farm shoes do not count as running shoes. Could be why I can feel ever rock I land on. She also asked where that famous heart rate monitor that I keep saying I am going to get is. Well I hate spending money on me. I feel guilty. Plain and simple. I feel I do not do my part now that I am in Germany to spend money on myself. She knocked some sense into me and I am ordering it as soon as I finish writing this. This does have to do with my health. It is not like I am trying to buy jewelery. In fact I am going to look at running shoes tomorrow and jeans. Whats the purpose of losing 30 pounds and dressing like a slob right?
Thanks Marcelle for the talk today. I really needed it. Such a great friend you are.
Now on to the running shoes. They only sell Nike and Adidas on post. Which do you prefer??
"You cannot dream yourself into a character: you must hammer and forge yourself into one." -Henry D. Thoreau