Monday, May 24, 2010

Day 210, 211 & 212

Thanks for all the comments on the last post. I actually thought for a sec. or two to get a good buzz going on to tell my husband what was up. For some reason I have trouble talking to him and the only way I can is in the dark in the bedroom or when I am drunk. I was always taught to keep emotions or issues to myself so to get me to talk about them takes a lot.

The scale is back up but I knew it wasn't going to stay where it was. I hadn't eaten anything solid in a week. Now all I do it eat because nothing satisfies me or fills me up. I am not taking the meds. they gave me anymore. Between wanting to eat everything and being dizzy it isn't worth it. I still have a bad cough and my face hurts but I am going to try Zumba tonight. I know running still isn't a good idea. Hopefully I will survive Zumba!

It's finally warm here in Germany! I have had the windows open the last couple of days and Chris grilled out on Sunday. I love this weather as it gives me energy and puts me in the best mood!

It's 9:30 and I have just sat done for the day. The husband gets mad if he doesn't get his time in with me. Will read every ones blogs tomorrow as I have no soccer practice or Zumba to get in the way.





6 comments:

Tricia said...

Hi lovely lady...just wanted to tell you how happy I am you are back. :)

dawne said...

Enjoy the weather! Germany weather sounds much like Canada. We are grilling out, planting gardens etc. this weekend.

Hopefully you're feeling better and you can get back on plan. I know you can Sarah!!! We have the same amount to go until goal - LET'S DO IT!!!!!!!!

Lacey said...

Oh Sarah, I hope you feel better soon! It sounds like you've really got it bad. I always get sick when the weather changes, so hopefully this means it's going to be warmer there for good!

My alergies are at it again and I just took more Benadryl after swearing never to take any again like a whole week ago, haha. It's either zone out and be in zombie-mode for hours on end or walk around with toilet paper shoved up my nose. Neither is very conducive to getting anything done, but at least the zoned out zombie mode is slightly more attractive... (maybe?)

I miss my cousin!

Marcelle said...

Learning to share emotions will make a huge difference to your relationship...

I'm going to tell you that its time to jump back on the wagon...becareful as before you know it you would have undone all the hard work you've done. Remember eating is NO1 with weight loss, then training, you can lose weight while eating correctly and not getting to train...Eat healthy wholesome foods.
I've jumped back on the wagon myself, had 3 months of fooling around...Now I'm back with and ready to go...

Feel better soon and I hope you got to enjoy Zumba.
Its 7am Tuesday morning, am up and ready to get myself to gym at 8.30am...I need to go to gym again, been slack since I returned from my holiday..

logmyloss said...

I am sorry to read you are going through so much emotionally lately. I hope you continue to have a better day today.

Fran said...

Hope you will feel better soon Sarah.

I'm not that good at showing my emotions either, not because I was learned to keep them to myself but it's just the kind of person I am. When I'm down or depressed I usually put on my happy face and deal with it myself.

Don't you love this weather, I'm enjoying it too. Too bad tomorrow it's already over (again) in Holland.

Have a nice evening sweety.